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  I reach down to release the button and lower the zipper on my jeans. Madison’s heated eyes are on me. She’s watching my every move. I can tell she’s just as turned on as I am, so I don’t waste any more time. I push my jeans and boxers down, and then I grip my aching cock and squeeze. I need to get the fucker calmed down.

  Her eyes are darting between my face and my cock, and then she slides down from the top of the desk and comes toward me, those perfect fucking tits bouncing with every step she takes. Damn, she knows just how to move that body of hers. She’s pure seduction. I’m willing to bet she’s had some practice bringing men to their knees. But not this man, because I plan to see this pretty blonde down on her knees before I’m done with her.

  When she reaches out to wrap her small hand tightly around my cock, I almost come right then. Fuck, I can’t remember ever being this hard for a woman before. She’s looking down at my long thick cock in her hand while she jerks me off like a pro.

  I wouldn’t be much of a man if I didn’t see that she got what she needed first. Just this one time, I’d like to be able to say to hell with doing the right thing, but I won’t. I pull her hand from my cock.

  “I thought you’d like that…?”

  She thinks I wasn’t enjoying the feel of her hands on me? Damn, she was just a few pumps shy of having my enjoyment all over her luscious skin. The image of those green eyes looking up at me, as I watch my come drip down between her full, round breasts flashes through my head.

  “Sweetheart, I liked it too much. I can’t get mine until you get yours. You just have to decide, do you want to come on my face, or on my cock first?” I chuckle, because even though she was just all over my dick, she blushes pretty pink.

  I don’t waste any more time waiting for her to answer, I pick her up and haul her ass back a few inches to the desk, and I lay her back. I reach down, and grip both sides of her shorts, and strip them down her long legs. She pushes her legs together, hiding herself from me, then she looks to the side to avoid my eyes. I want to help her let go of whatever reservations she has with this. I don’t want her to feel anything besides the pleasure I intend to help her unleash.

  “You have a killer body, don’t hide it from me.”

  “You’re so confident, and good at this, and I keep thinking I…”

  “If you’re thinking about anything else right now, besides the mind-blowing orgasm you’re about to have, then I’m not doing something right. I need to fix that.”

  I help her get her feet back to the floor and then, I turn her around, and push her forward until she’s bent over the desk. Her tiptoes barely touch the floor. Her gorgeous ass is squirming all over the place. Without a second thought, I bring my hand down, and slap one side of her ass, and then just as quickly, I repeat the process on the other side. I’m not hitting her to physically hurt her. Warming the skin this way increases the blood flow and makes the arousal more intense. For some people, this is the perfect distraction. They can’t find the time to let their head tell them what they should, or shouldn’t, enjoy.

  Works like a charm, as she pushes her ass out toward me. I slap each side a few more times, until her skin turns a deep rosy color. I can see her pussy glistening. She’s so fucking wet her excitement is dripping down the insides of her thighs. “Jensen, more, please.” She lets out a breathy plea for me to end her suffering.

  “Do you like that, baby? Do you like getting your ass spanked?” I graze my fingertips up and down her ass and watch her body break out with goosebumps. She’s unsteady, trembling with need. I need to be inside her so fucking badly, but there’s no way I’m going to do that until I make her come.

  “Yes, more, I need more. Don’t stop.”

  I reach down, and slide a finger through her slit, feeling her heat and how wet she is for me. I tease around her opening, but I don’t give her what she wants just yet. Instead, I pull my hand back. Slap. Slap. Slap. I land a few more against her ass. Then without warning, I slide a finger inside her dripping pussy. She’s so fucking perfect.

  “Fuck, Madison, you’re so damn tight, sweetheart. Do you think you can handle this big cock in your tight little pussy, baby, huh?”

  She likes the dirty talk. She gets even wetter, and I can feel her clench against my finger when she hears my words. I can feel her entire body quiver and shake as I fuck her with one finger. I slide down to my knees behind her.

  Using my hands, I spread her open and lick through her soaked folds until I find her clit with my tongue. I place my thumb right over her back entrance. She tenses up a little bit, but then quickly relaxes when I flick my tongue, against her swollen clit, over and over.

  “Jensen, yes! Oh, my gosh, yes!” She is mewling and saying shit I can’t even understand. I slide my finger back inside her pussy and thrust a few times and then I add a second finger. When I hear the keening sounds she makes, I know I’ve found her magic spot.

  I massage my two fingers, back and forth, quickly. I don’t stop fucking her with my fingers when I pull her clit into my mouth and suck. At the same time, I use the thumb of my the other hand to apply a little pressure against her other entrance.

  She literally almost screams the walls down when she gushes all over my hand and down her legs. She’s shaking and trying to catch her breath. Her whole body is flushed and perfect. I keep working her with my fingers, until I’m sure she has ridden it all the way out.

  She stands up on wobbly legs, disoriented and needing my help. I guide her to lie back across the desk to give her a few seconds because she looks so sated and relaxed.

  “Good girl, Madison. That was so fucking sexy.”

  I rub my hands over her body, cupping and kneading her breasts then I move down the rest of her body. I tease the sensitive area between her thighs with my hands and fingers until I feel her come to life once again. I adjust her body on the desk, moving her into the position I want.

  I reach for my jeans, which are still hanging around my ankles, to find a condom. Madison is spread out for me. Her ass is right at the edge of the desk. She has her knees raised and spread wide, her heels resting on the edge, right next to her ass. Her pussy is bare, with a neatly trimmed strip over her mound. She’s so swollen and wet, if I didn’t need to get my cock inside of her so bad, I’d take my time to feast on her again.

  I wonder what’s so special about this one that makes me consider sticking around longer. I quickly push the thoughts away and focus on my cock. I roll the condom on and then I grip myself in my hand to line myself up at her entrance.

  We both jump when we hear someone at the door.

  “Unlock the door, whore. Drew’s ready to go home. You can play with Jensen’s dick tomorrow.”

  We both scramble to get our clothes back on. I toss the useless condom in the can beside the desk and go unlock the door. I bite my tongue to keep from saying a few things to Michelle. I’m not sure where she gets off calling Madison a whore. Maybe it was meant to be a joke, but I didn’t miss the hurt look I saw on Madison’s face.

  I walk on past them and ignore Drew when he raises his hand for a high five. “Let’s go, fucker. It’s late. I’m ready to get some rest.

  Madison and Michelle follow us down the stairs. When we get to the door, I stop. I can’t just walk out without saying anything to Madison after what just happened between us.

  “Hang on a second. I want to talk to Madison before we go.”

  Drew and Michelle walk outside while I hang back with Madison.

  “Do you want to exchange numbers? We could set something up for tomorrow.”

  “I don’t know, Jensen.”

  “I kind of like the idea of us spending more time together, as long as we know what we’re doing. You have a life somewhere else, and so do I. We can enjoy the next few days.”

  “Can we just meet somewhere tomorrow?”

  “Sure. How about the amusement park? It’s not far from here.”

  “I know where it is. Maybe Michelle can hang out with Drew.
We could all go together.”

  “How about after lunch tomorrow? It’s late, so I’m sure we’ll all want to sleep in.”

  “Okay. I’ll see you tomorrow, Jensen.”

  I pass on those tempting lips and give her a quick kiss on the forehead before I head out the door to find Drew.

  Chapter Five

  “Madison”

  Even though I was tired, I spent the night tossing and turning. Every time I closed my eyes, all I could see is a little over six feet of pure sexiness. I can’t stop thinking about Jensen.

  The spot between my legs throbs and I feel my panties grow damp every time I allow myself to think about what we did last night. I don’t know how the hell I thought I was going to explain it to him once he realized I’m still a virgin. I didn’t even consider it past the point when he pulled me out on the dance floor.

  I’m almost sure if Drew and Michelle hadn’t interrupted us last night, we would’ve had sex. I’m kind of glad we didn’t, because once he finds out I’m a virgin, he probably won’t see me again.

  I’ve never cared too much about how I look, but I feel different today. After taking a long hot shower, I take more care than usual getting ready for the day. I want Jensen to like what he sees. I still can’t believe he wants to spend time with me.

  I don’t let myself think about us only having a few days to spend together. That is, if he decides he wants to keep seeing me after today. I know once this vacation is over, I’ll never see him again. I’m not sure why the thought disappoints me so much. There’s no way I could have real feelings for him just from one night.

  When I get downstairs to the kitchen, I see Michelle is already up and ready for the day.

  “It’s about time you decided to join the rest of the world.” Michelle is acting like her usual self, talking with a mouthful of cereal.

  I grab the box of cereal from the shelf and take the milk from the refrigerator to fix a bowl for myself.

  “Are you looking forward to spending time with Drew today?”

  “Meh, whatever. He’s hot though. Don’t you think?”

  “He’s okay, I guess. I called Mom when I woke up. She’s thinking about coming to check on us tomorrow.”

  Michelle playfully smacks me on the back of the head.

  “So Maddy, tell me what went down between you and Jensen last night? Don’t bother telling me nothing happened.” She winks at me and then giggles. “Did Jensen pop your cherry, Maddy? Did you finally toss the annoying v card out last night?”

  “Shut up, Michelle! It’s not like you have any room to talk!”

  I don’t know why I’m so pissed, or maybe I’m embarrassed. I don’t want to discuss this with her. I want to keep Jensen and my thoughts of him private for now.

  I feel like a total bitch for not telling him how old I am. But he didn’t ask. I know it doesn’t make it right, but still…

  Michelle has tears in her eyes. I can tell I’ve hurt her feelings. It isn’t her fault Jensen has my thoughts all tied up in knots.

  “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be so rude, Michelle. However, when you came down to my room last night, I seem to remember a name you called me.”

  “You know I didn’t mean that, Mads. We always call each other names for fun.”

  “Yeah, we know it’s for fun, but that doesn’t mean Jensen knew you were joking.”

  “Oh, come one. A guy can spot a hoe a mile away. You should’ve seen your face every time he talked to you. You may as well have virgin written across your forehead.”

  I need to watch how I act when I’m around Jensen. Still, I’m not too sure any girl could be around him without having a reaction of some kind. Michelle has been with so many guys I think she’s forgotten what it’s like to be head over heels over one.

  “Let’s go and meet up with Drew and Jensen, what do you say? Are you ready to go have fun?”

  “Yes! They really are hot, aren’t they, Mads?”

  We aren’t far from the amusement park where we’re meeting the guys. Since it’s a beautiful day, Michelle and I decided to walk. It takes us about twenty minutes to get there, but the walk was great for clearing my head. Plus, I need the exercise. When I’m home, I usually run a few miles every day.

  As we get close to the entrance, I scan the crowd of people until I see Jensen and Drew. Shit, I might need to wipe the drool off my chin, because both of those guys are so freaking hot. Drew is more than enough man to light any girl’s panties on fire, but I only have eyes for the handsome guy standing beside him.

  I don’t have to worry about what I’m going to say, because Jensen beats me to it when he’s the one who speaks first when we approach them.

  “Hey beautiful ladies, why don’t Drew and I go and see if we can find a locker for our personal items? It might get a little wet riding those coasters. You ladies should probably go ahead and change into your swimsuits.”

  I bet Jensen can’t wait to see me running around half naked. My thoughts take me back to last night, and I can feel my skin heat up.

  “Come on before you have a heatstroke, Madison.”

  Michelle doesn’t miss the effect Jensen has on me. She wastes no time pulling me to where the changing rooms are. It only takes us a few minutes to get ready. Michelle has on a barely-there, black, two-piece suit. Mine has blue and white stripes. I had a hard time finding one I liked that will keep my boobs contained, but hopefully, I can keep the girls where they belong today. We each chose a crocheted, strappy cover up to wear over our suites. Michelle’s is black to match her suit, and mine is white.

  When we’re all finished up, ready to get back to the guys, I walk out ahead of Michelle.

  Jensen is standing right there waiting. He doesn’t waste any time taking my hand in his. He takes my backpack and tosses it to Drew.

  “You guys go lock all the shit up. Madison and I are going to go find something to ride.” He winks at me.

  “Go easy on Maddy, Jensen. She hasn’t done much riding.”

  Michelle snickers at her lame attempt at a joke, and then shoulder bumps me as she and Drew walk past us. I could kick my best friend’s ass. I might, if I wasn’t so excited to spend time alone with Jensen. Thankfully, he doesn’t seem to pay any attention to what she says.

  “You want to go ride a rollercoaster, Maddy?”

  After I scan his body from his feet up and meet his dark blue eyes with mine, a part of me wants to tell him we can just blow our friends off for the day, and go somewhere we can be alone. That probably isn’t a good idea though, so I nod yes, and let him lead the way.

  Jensen and I ride the rollercoasters and then we find a couple of the smaller rides, where we laugh and act like a couple of kids. We meet up with Drew and Michelle a couple of times, so we can all go on the rides together. We’ve spent the day laughing, and talking about random things. The conversation has stayed light, and fun between us, with nothing getting too personal.

  When we get hungry, we get a slice of pizza and a bottle of cold water from one of the vendors. I begin to wonder if our day together has almost come to an end, but I’m not left to think about it for very long. Jensen asks if I’d like to go check out the beach house where he and Drew are staying. I’m sure he just wants to get me alone for a while.

  “We can take a blanket and spend the evening on the beach. We can talk, and get to know each other a little better.”

  “I don’t know if it’s a good idea…I know we’ve talked a lot already, but I’m not sure I know you well enough to be alone with you.”

  “I know you don’t know me, but I also remember what happened between us last night. I like you Madison and yes, I want to fuck you. Last night was so fucking sweet. I want another taste of your sweet pussy, and I’m not ashamed to admit it, but I promise I won’t push anything on you that you don’t want. We’ll only do what you’re comfortable with. If you say talking is all you’re comfortable with, then we’ll just talk.” He leans down and places a soft kiss on my forehea
d.

  The sweet kiss takes me by total surprise. I think I just felt my heart fall a little bit.

  I keep telling myself, I can’t allow myself to have feelings for a guy I’ll never see again after this vacation.

  I look up and see Michelle and Drew headed our way.

  “Hey guys, Michelle and I have decided to go to a new club that’s opening on the other side of town. She didn’t want to take off without letting you know.” I watch the way Drew is looking at her. He seems to be really smitten with her. Of course, I know nothing about him, so I have no idea if it’s real, or if it’s all an act.

  “Michelle, are you sure?” I need to make sure it’s something she wants to do.

  “Yes, I’m so excited. I’ve been seeing a lot of people raving online about this new club. I can’t believe I get to attend the opening. How cool is that, Mads?” She does a little up and down jump while she speaks.

  I can tell she’s excited to spend time with Drew, or maybe it’s the club that has her excited. I agree that after we get our belongings from the locker, we’ll each go hang out with our guy for a while.

  I know they aren’t really ours, but for now we can pretend. Who knows what fate has in store for us?

  I’m surprised, because I thought Jensen and I would be walking to wherever he’s staying, but he leads me to a parking lot, where a shiny new sports car sits. It’s red, and it’s absolutely gorgeous. I’d give anything to drive a car like this.

  He opens the passenger door for me to get in. Just as I click my seatbelt into place, Jensen climbs into the driver’s seat. He starts the car up and lets it idle for a minute while he plays with the buttons on the radio until he settles on a local pop station.

  I wore my hair down today, but it’s starting to feel a little too hot in here, so I dig around in my backpack until I find a ponytail holder. I twist my hair up into a messy bun. When I look over, he’s watching me. I look down to avoid his eyes, because, suddenly, it hits me that I’m alone with this gorgeous man.

  I’m not sure of his exact age, but I know he’s at least in his early twenties, and here I am, seventeen. I know I need to tell him the truth. I also know if I tell him, it’ll put an end to whatever this is with him. I tug at the bottom of my cover up, because I feel a little too naked and exposed right now.